In the past year I have been blessed to have two very special conversations with Trevor. I told Eric about them the other night and he suggested that I write them down.
The first conversation I had with Trevor I believe it was around September of 2012.
Durring sacrament meeting sweet Trevor whispers to me, "I love you as much as Jesus loves". What a sweetheart he sure knows how to melt his mothers heart. I very gently looked at my sweet boy and said something like that is a lot of love and then continued ever so gently that because of Jesus love for us he created the stars, space, earth and EVERYTHING. Then my sweet little Trevor lovingly looked into my eyes with tears in his and said in a hush whisper,
"That is a lot of love".
In that very moment 5 year old Trevor had some kind of inspiration beyond his years come into his mind and he fully understood the depth of our Saviors love. And in that same moment I was blessed to feel the love that Jesus has for my sweet little boy.
The second conversation I had was last week.
Trevor came to me and asked me who was my favorite? I looked at him and half joking replied Daddy. Then Trevor pushed a little harder to find out which of my children I favor. I looked at him and lovingly told him that I love each of them the same. Trevor was confused how I could love all of them the same. So I took the conversation a step further and with more seriousness I explained to Trevor I loved different things about each child but I do not love one child more than another child. He still questioned? I then asked him who he loved more Mommy or Daddy? (As quick as I asked this loaded question I got concerned if any of you know Trevor he is a Mommas boy.) He gently looked at me after thinking for a brief moment and said," I love you the same.
I then asked which of his siblings he loved the most? And again after a quick in depth thought with full understanding of love he looked at me and he said, " I love them ALL the same." and with amazement and knowledge in his voice he said, "love multiplies."
The meaning of the name Trevor is WISE.

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